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When I was 9, I wanted to be 10. When I was 10, I wanted to be 12. When I turned 12 I just wanted to be an adult. Then after that I stopped wanting to be older. My life then was hauntingly beautiful, with a man I wanted to keep. In essence, this made me appreciate how precious life was and gave me the ability to connect with someone.  However, I feel like I’ve spent my whole life experiencing negative chapters. Always wishing I was older, wishing I was somewhere else, wishing I could remember and wishing I could forget too. Wishing so many good things hadn’t been ruined, but I suppose I always knew that it was going to happen in the end.

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My current record is a break-up record and if I had to label my next album I would call it a make-up record. I am learning to love myself and to make up for lost time. Nevertheless, this emotion cannot be seen in my current records because I am still trying to make up for everything I ever did and never did. But I haven’t got time to hold on to my past forever. What’s done is done.

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Writing this album was a turning point for me. It allowed me to remove my imperfect chapters, in order to become a self-assured individual. I miss everything about my past, the good and the bad, but only because it won’t come back. When I was in it I wanted out!

Chapters will establish my final word, to a boy who managed to fall in love without me. It is about getting to know who I’ve become. And I’m sorry it took so long, but you know, mistakes happened.

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